I noticed something funny about my hands the other day...for starters, they weren't swelled up...like they usually are and as I was sitting enjoying a cup of tea...I noticed that the skin is very loose...I mean really loose...I suppose from being so badly swollen most of the time the skin has stretched...and at odd times when the inflammation goes away...the skin is left, loose and wrinkled...in fact...it is so loose that I can, with my other hand push all the skin to one side of the hand, into folds, I guess you could say... and those folds stay there...until I move my fingers and then is slowly, like in slow motion, become evenly distributed over my hand again...wierd...does any one else have that ? ...
I am becoming very resentful of living so far away from everyone in my family..it's horribly inconveinient...because another party has taken place that I was, sadly not invited too, and I am assuming it was because I live so far away they just naturally assumed I wouldn't make the effort to come...but still, some members of the family still invite me even though they know I won't make...just to ensure I won't feel left out... (boy do I have issues)...but humour me...
The party was to celebrate my sister Pam's 50 th Birthday that takes place in just a few days... Jen and Ayla were making a trip to Powell River and so they had the party early...
One of my biggest regrets in life is not having a half a dozen kids...surely with a greater number of them a couple would have turned out to be decent...and I would perhaps have a bit of family close by to celebrate family stuff with, instead... I spend the days alone...actually on my fiftieth birthday I believe I was seeding grain...we went to a move the following week...I don't know why it matters so much...it's just another stupid day, like the other 364 of the year...It's not like we ever had an abundance of parties as kids...we didn't even have a cake every year...if things were tight or they forgot...yes that's right they forgot our birthdays on occassion...
Any way I had planned to ramble on and on but with the days lasting longer now the light sky has tripped me up and Robert has come in for supper early and I am running late...it figures, the one time he is in at the right time is one of the rare times I am late...oh well, I'm thinking peanut butter and bread...hmmmmmm
2 comments:
OHHHH!!! U were invited...on the secret FB event page....but there was no reply so I think u missed it somehow...:o(
It would have been good to have u there...u would have enjoyed Jerri a lot hahaha
:O( :O( :O( I wish u lived closer too for what its worth...just think in a month my home will be free for you to visit 4 as long as u like!!! :o)
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