Oh Gosh

I am sometimes a bit embarrassed by my posts when I re-read them... you know, a bit too vehement, a bit too abusive...and just a bit too much...

What can I say in my defense... this venue is my sounding board...I have no "girlfriends" to come over for coffee and trash our husbands with, get things off our chests and just relax and converse with...so it builds and builds and then kaboom... another post is born...hahahaha as a matter of fact... I haven't spoken to any one in person other than a check out person at a till, my chiropractor or Robert since New Years... it is just facebook and my blog...and let's be honest...I barely get noticed on facebook, since my computer is turned off most of the day with the exception of the couple of hours I have it on to check email and write my blog...so I am not constantly updating my status...on Facebook.. neither do I lead a terribly exciting life...feed cows hay, cows eat hay, cows shit hay, Cathy shovels shit...my life in a nut shell...if it wasn't for telemarketers, our phone would rarely ring...with of course the exception of Jennifer, who calls her sad old aunty Cathy on an extremely regular basis and listens to her tale of woes.. Thanks Jen..your my rock...

So I'm not making excuses...well okay I am, but I think I have legitimate reasons for venting on my blog... and if I had more of a life I'd definitely have more to write about...